So I arrived at his place. He looked nothing like his pic (surprise!). And he was also wearing a wedding band and said he was married and the wife was out of
town.
So we went to the bedroom and kissed. He was HORRENDOUS at kissing. HORRENDOUS. Frenching is fine, but get your tongue OUT of my mouth once in a while.
Then he tried to blow me. He used way too much teeth and was in general horrible at it. He tried deep throating me but my dick hit the back of his throat and didn't go down so it felt like he was punching it. He also concentrated WAY too much on the head, which when done to me, makes me need to pee so I was concentrating on NOT pissing in his mouth while getting a horrible BJ (I am considerate, etc.).
He also tried to jerk me off but SUCKED at handling a dick, which you think wouldn't be a problem for someone that HAS A DICK OF HIS OWN. Seriously. Don't grab my head like it's a lid on a jar. It hurts and is not fun.
Rimming: USE YOUR TONGUE. DON'T SUCK ON MY HOLE. Gross. And he didn't even know how to finger. He had no idea what the hell he was doing.
When he went to fuck me, his dick wasn't big enough so I felt basically nothing. Ugh.
And then I lost my erection, due to multiple factors. During this whole encounter, I kept feeling INCREDIBLY bad because HE'S MARRIED and I am helping commit adultery which I think is wrong. Second, there was no romance and we weren't in a relationship and I knew nothing about him so it just felt so awkward and there was no love.
So I learned a few things about myself tonight. One, I have grown up to the point where I can't have sex outside a relationship. I need love in my sex. At least this is a mature point to be at. Two, there are lines in sex that I just won't cross no matter what. I have morals. And one of them is that I won't screw around with someone in a relationship, no matter how much they want out of that relationship or tell me there is no love. I'm not going to be responsible for hurting someone emotionally.
I told him I'd call him tomorrow and that I lost my erection due to taking Prozac (thank you, Pharmacology). I hope he realized I promptly blocked him on AIM and threw out his phone number and I hope I never, ever see him again. Gross.
I think the only advice I can follow is to kill myself
. Oh and yes, condoms were involved in fucking. I am a good gay boy.
So we went to the bedroom and kissed. He was HORRENDOUS at kissing. HORRENDOUS. Frenching is fine, but get your tongue OUT of my mouth once in a while.
Then he tried to blow me. He used way too much teeth and was in general horrible at it. He tried deep throating me but my dick hit the back of his throat and didn't go down so it felt like he was punching it. He also concentrated WAY too much on the head, which when done to me, makes me need to pee so I was concentrating on NOT pissing in his mouth while getting a horrible BJ (I am considerate, etc.).
He also tried to jerk me off but SUCKED at handling a dick, which you think wouldn't be a problem for someone that HAS A DICK OF HIS OWN. Seriously. Don't grab my head like it's a lid on a jar. It hurts and is not fun.
Rimming: USE YOUR TONGUE. DON'T SUCK ON MY HOLE. Gross. And he didn't even know how to finger. He had no idea what the hell he was doing.
When he went to fuck me, his dick wasn't big enough so I felt basically nothing. Ugh.
And then I lost my erection, due to multiple factors. During this whole encounter, I kept feeling INCREDIBLY bad because HE'S MARRIED and I am helping commit adultery which I think is wrong. Second, there was no romance and we weren't in a relationship and I knew nothing about him so it just felt so awkward and there was no love.
So I learned a few things about myself tonight. One, I have grown up to the point where I can't have sex outside a relationship. I need love in my sex. At least this is a mature point to be at. Two, there are lines in sex that I just won't cross no matter what. I have morals. And one of them is that I won't screw around with someone in a relationship, no matter how much they want out of that relationship or tell me there is no love. I'm not going to be responsible for hurting someone emotionally.
I told him I'd call him tomorrow and that I lost my erection due to taking Prozac (thank you, Pharmacology). I hope he realized I promptly blocked him on AIM and threw out his phone number and I hope I never, ever see him again. Gross.
I think the only advice I can follow is to kill myself
. Oh and yes, condoms were involved in fucking. I am a good gay boy.
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